Not belonging

i don't feel i belong anywhere
i pretend to be happy
i pretend to be cool
i laugh at my friends jokes
it's just the surface of me
but, to tell you the truth, i am hurting inside.


i feel angry
i feel betrayed
i feel used
i feel people taking me for granted
but, i cant help it, because i'm hurting inside.


i want to feel appreciated
i want to be loved
i want to love
i want to feel special
i don't want to always feel lonely
and it's painful, because no one care for me
thus, i'm hurting inside.


~soledad~